Just because I don’t agree means we are enemies. Just because I don’t support doesn’t mean I hate.

I’m really broken hearted by the fact that some people want love and peace and equality and yet all they do is throw hate at each other. Some People of religion are to blame as well. However I hate that there has to be an all or nothing concept.

I just have something I want to get off my chest. I know there are plenty of people who don’t agree and may possibly not like what I say but that is life. I am a Christian. I believe that there is a loving, all powerful, and strong God. I believe he created everyone and everything in this world. I believe all of the bible not just the parts I like or the parts that offend non believers or believer not walking with him. For this I won’t apologize. I keep seeing so much controversy on homosexuality and Christianity. Let me go ahead and say that as you may suspect I don’t agree with homosexuality or that lifestyle. I believe it is a sinful thing and that this was not the way God intended for his people to live. HOWEVER, I also believe as the Bible says that all sins are equal. I lie, lust, curse, envy, and do so many things I shouldn’t and that I know are wrong. God still loves me. It’s not my place to judge homosexuals or parade around like I’m better because im not. Being a Christian isn’t abut judging. Is about loving and being loved despite our sin. I have good christian friends who live a homosexual lifestyle. They understand that I don’t agree with it but that I love them no matter what. I don’t accept their lifestyle. I think a lot of people today misconstrue not accepting someone’s choices as judging them when that is not the case. I’m not better than anyone and I don’t agree with some of the things other people do and if you ask I will tell you I don’t agree but that doesn’t change the love I have for you. Christians are called to live in the world and be a light in the darkness NOT to be a part of the world. I don’t agree with the Christians who throw hate at others for their lifestyle. God loves me and you despite everything so what right do I have to not love you as well or pass his love on?

Okay you got me, I am spoiled. There does that make you feel better? Does that make your bank account increase? Does that make me less spoiled? NO. So why do you keep talkin?? My parent’s give so much money away it isn’t even funny! They have done more for other people than I can even count and some I am sure I don’t even know about and God has blessed them twice as much. When you do good with the things God has given you he gives it right back to you! He sees you know what to do with what he has given you and allows you to have more. So tired of hearing about how spoiled I am. I do get a lot and yes I am extremely blessed but I won’t apologize for it because I KNOW how blessed I am and I never take one bit of it for granted. I know it could all be gone tomorrow and honestly I think I would be okay if it did because it is all materialistic anyway.

I find myself in an odd mood tonight. I think it is God showing me a few things and my girly emotions getting involved but I just wish I could be in a place with no technology, no bad things, no people, nothing to think about, nothing to get done, and nothing all together. Just nothingness and quiet. Just me and the Lord with no distractions and nothing to interrupt. I know I can talk to God whenever I want and for as long as I want but sometimes there are just so many other things going on in my mind I feel I am being rude to God. Wasting his time almost by letting worldly things and other issues take away my attention from him when he deserves every bit of it. I don’t know but it seems to me I need to get off of here and disconnect everything, shut off my phone, and close my window and sit in silence with the Lord for a bit. I think I shall. Goodbye.

You Only Live Once? 

Maybe for the unsaved. Christ grants me eternal life. Looks like YOLO does not apply. :)

I gotta say sitting here looking through the latest Tim Tebow tags (like such a girly girl) and it hits me. I cannot WAIT for the day of judgment when everyone who ever said negative things about Tim Tebow, the way he lived his life, or the things he did for the Lord with his time on Earth finally stands before the Lord. I would also just love to see their faces when they see how pleased the Lord is with his son Tim and rewards him for everything he did that everyone else mocked him for. Rollin in crowns he will be and you will be kicking yourself.

You ever have those moments when it just smacks you in the face and you realize “I am blessed!!” Well had one of those just now! Thank you Lord for everything you have provided me with! You never fail me even when I am walking away from you! THANK YOU for caring for you children!!

I am so fired up after being “attacked” online about my personal beliefs and I could probably sit here and write a good 10 paragraph monologue about it but somehow I don’t even think THAT would cover everything I feel like saying right now. All I have to say is if you want to debate the Bible with me then use the Bible. Leave the world out of it. It has no place in God’s kingdom!

I need to vent another frustration here. As a Christian woman you are called to lead a Godly life and be a Godly woman. I’m sorry but going to see a rated ‘R’ movie about male strippers where you know you are going to see everything (hence the R rating) and hear everything I would think you would have the conviction NOT to go. SO disappointed in some of my sisters in Christ who have been raving about this movie and bragging about getting to see it!! It really bothers me that Christians today don’t have more morals and values in their life to set standards to help live a Godly life style!!! This kind of stuff while looks very enticing (not gonna lie I was tempted to go) is trash. We need to stay away from this kind of thing if we intend to lead fellow Christians and set a moral example for non believers! This is really just for Christians I mean I don’t see how non believers can be convicted of stuff like that if they don’t believe it to be wrong…idk whatever. I know there is gonna be hate on this note too as there has been with others but you know that’s just how life goes…some people agree and other’s don’t so hate away if you must!